Passion

Who Says We Don’t Need PASSION? We Need That,Because That is The Reason Why We Should Continue Our Life.

Terjebak dalam Memori

Memori.
Ingatan.
Waktu.
Masa.
Peristiwa.

Akankah dapat terulang?
Akankah dapat kembali?
Membawa kita pada kenangan.
Membawa kita pada angan-angan.
Membawa kita pada harapan.

Kenangan.
Hanya kenangan.
Kenangan.
Hanya kenangan.
Kenangan.

Jika terlukis tawa dan canda.
Jika terlukis tangis dan amarah.
Jika terlukis kegembiraan.
Jika terlukis kesedihan.
Jika terlukis gambaran abstrak.

Aku tak bisa.
Tak bisa menggambarkannya.
Aku tak bisa.
Tak bisa menceritakannya.
Aku tak bisa.

Kenangan.
Memori.
Tersimpan dalam hati.
Tersimpan dalam kalbu.
Tersimpan dalam jiwa.

Life is All About Dilemma and Struggle

Why I choose that title? Because after I study about international relations, I realize that it is just not state which struggles for power. But we as human also struggle to survive. The struggle means we should choose one of some choices, often make a dilemma. Dilemma because we should choose the best but we dunno what is the best. What is our priority in life? Can you exactly answer that?

A Letter for You,My Friends

Dear all of my lovely friends whom I love so much.

Hi all, I am so sad these days, it is like I can feel what you feel now. I know it is hard, I imagine what should I do if I am in your place. Perhaps, I can’t bear those burdens well.
What I always believe is God will take us to a better and more beautiful way. God knows what’s best for us than our own self. This thing is easy to say, but hard to do. Yeah. Your mental is absolutely down.
But I apologize, I just can cheer you up and support you by words and less meaning action, like go to your home. I can’t do further than that.
I know the burden on your shoulders, to make your parents be proud of you and promise them a bright future, for you and for them. In their opinion, entering a state university is better, yeah they are more trusted, and the job seeker will trust your skill easily. But who knows that the path which you are on now is the God’s beautiful plan for you.
Keep fighting and praying. Keep your spirit and don’t give up. You may feel sad, but don’t ever think that this is your ending. Your way is still so long, so do I. Give your best to life, because it just happens once.
X)

Chit-Chat

Well, how are you my lovely readers xD. I wish you always be happy :). Yeah, I’m enjoying my free days for a while, it’s quite amazing I can get it. As you all know, I’m now in third grade of senior high school, and in a month I will have my national exam. It’s on 14 April-16 April 2014. I’ve just done my second try out, and the third try out will be on next week. I was quite upset when my first try out result out, it was far than my goal. So, I’m studying harder, and yeah keep praying fiuh. I have to get the best national exam result. Amin.

Also in this year, I will enter university. When I was child, I wanted to become a pediatrician. Because in my country, there are so many children who can’t get good medical treatment. And I’m grateful that my parents always give me the best in everything. But now, I don’t know why I want to be an ambassador, yeah travel around the world! :). So, I choose International Relation major. The alternative is being a dentist. I hope I can be accepted :).

That’s a news from me, thanks for reading! ^^

Stay Happy, Everyone~

A Bright Monday Morning. Diet Program.

I know it is not morning now. And actually, my monday morning was not bright. Ya, just write a title that I like. Well, one week after my last story and still this one is a self story too. Maybe. I am studying civics now and blogging? Hahaha. Little crazy.

You know 2PM’s comeback? B1A4’s comeback? And Yesung’s departure to military service? Today’s hot news! I think. Yesterday, I watched “Comeback When You Hear This Song” trailer and good voice! Love it! I am real hottest ><. Yeah, usually 2PM produces dance pop songs, but now it is not only a dance pop song, they issues their melodious voice too! Not as melodious as 2AM, but we can’t compare it uh?

Diet Program. Yes. I am just eating oatmeal, wholegrain bread, and brown rice. Also I should control my calories. I just feel that my body is just so heavy :(.

Sleep Well ^^

 

I am going to be crazy!

Wussssssh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have so so so so so many things to do! Pheeeew :3 (old emoticon). Really, this makes me going to be crazy. My research is almost done, yeah. Just finishing and I can upload it to the website. Tomorrow is the time! Wish me luck!

Not just it, my school’s birthday also makes me so frustrated. Tomorrow (yeah tomorrow, wish I have 2 bodies haha), I will collect a lot of money! Mehrong.

Okay, don’t continue this story u,u. I’m gonna talk about Flower Boy Next Door. Sadly, on the first episode, I couldn’t watch it because of like what I was talking about. All of these  things. I hope the drama will be like everyone’s hope. I will give you some posts and updates about Flower Boy Next Door, because I’ve promised that I will be watching this drama. Maybe, the updates will be a little late. 🙂

Ah ya, this Thursday I will go to Bali for study trip with my school. It must be a fun trip! Must, must, must! On Monday I will have arrived at Semarang. Then, on Wednesday my school will hold an event, it is a birthday event, that never be celebrated before. J-World, the name of this event. Success!

Then, emm…okay I have no concentration now -_-. Well, I run out of words. Singapore, singapore, wait for me this 21st January :D. A lot of trips. Yeaaaaaaay!

Busy……………………………………………………………..

Busy! Okay, I know that holiday is closer. But why my business increases?! Feel so stress, and bad Next saturday, I will receive my report book, I’m afraid that my value becomes worst than before. My heart like can’t stop beating hahaha. Huaaa, I will be exploding! 😦 TT_TT.

Next month, our school organization will hold two events. The space time between those isn’t long, just 3 days. The bad thing is the first event (for my school birthday) will be held one day after I arrive in Semarang from Bali. And..I should arrange..The fund. Sponsor. Donor.

Ah ya, than talking about something that makes me in badmood, I think it is better to talk about my favorite songs this week for your recommendation. I’m loving these songs:

1000 Years, Always By Your Side – SHINee

The World Where You Exist – SHINee

Stay Girls – SNSD

Return – Lee Seung Gi

Please don’t laugh when you read this. I’m interested with Princess Hours -_- So late.I hate the king! How can a father supports the other than his son?! So unfair.

Change My Name :(

As what you read above, I will change my name. It is not a great change, just little change. My parents decided to rename me haha. They believe someone’s word, that ma name now is not good for my future, it will cause me in bad condition, especially i will often sick, even it’s caused by heart break, my friend, my boyfriend, my husband, or my body. Yaaa I just follow ma parents’s decision. I trust what they do for me, it is good for me. They plan to add “ni or na” in my name. So can I ask for your suggestion for a better name?

Jasmine Nadhirana L?

Jasmine N Lathifazanaputri?

I swear I am laughing now. Byee.

Stress, Frustration, Happy.

So many businesses this week. :(. This is what I was looking for, but this makes me become so tired ><. Next week, I will have 1st term test for 9 days. Umm, hahaha who isn’t sad :p I think most of students feel sad, I guarantee. Also, as OSIS member, we have so lots of event, the newer event after test is 1st class meeting. I hope it will go smoothly with no problem. Amin. Not just such things above, I have a project too 🙂 I do a research with my friend, it is very fun. But still, sometimes I am getting bored of that. Another thing is I feel so sad cause I can’t manage my time well. I should leave an activity to do the another activity. I am still learning yeah.

The first day of test, Math and Bio will be our subjects! This is for RSBI test, I mean we have to do 2 test (in english and indonesia). My friends and I seldom feel that studying isn’t important, but suddenly we can change our mind. How strange :s I pray and hope, I can do my test better, get the best score, and beside that I wish for 2nd term I do everything better than now! It is a must!

Hahahaha, do you know? I am in an unstable condition. I often ask my friends, what is their mind about me? Who am I? Am I a good people or not. Have I done something that makes everyone feels happy? Those questions are always dancing on my mind.

And for this special (confused) I’m tired of this. They don’t appreciate me and others. But I just lose that thought, I am trying for always positive thinking. Now I don’t care what will they do, and maybe they work until feel tired, but I can still laughing and feel happy with my friends. It is an advantage, right?

-Now, I am trying to make everyone around me feels happy everytime-

-I don’t want until I make them disappointed-

-This makes me happier than before, and everyone can say hi to you because of your kindness, a very great thing, rite?-

-Always trying my best for my life-

Kiss and hug from me. Thanks for reading my post. See ya!

Jasmine.